Sometime I think like ok. It’s time for me to focus only on studying. Not anythings else. screw all of the mess and the shit remand in the world.
But at some point. I really want tobe like her MY LITTLE COUSIN. To have some one to fight with, fight for and fight about. Really want some one especially today when I came to the dentist to took care of the “Tooth no8” and honesty I have no one to rely on.
I’m human. I feel scare sometime. And at that moment, I feel quite crying from the inside.
I do miss someone. But after all. That person would never look at me even one sight as a person to love. .. .
Ok get over it.